suburbia

Im going crazy(er).

One week ago I moved in with my grandparents. It has been great spending time with them since I missed them and also want to improve my spanish with them. But it is different than the city. I kinda thought this would be the case. But now Im sure.

Hangin out with friends is fun. But we've done so much of this before. Video Games? Chattin'? Movies? I admit a lot of it is refreshing. Seeing people who I've been apart from for so long. But I just hope we can do more stuff. Cuz I get sick of the same ol same ol pretty fast. Especially when it was all I did, growin up here for 17 years.

So with neither a desk, a high speed connection, a DVD player, a car, deoderant (yum!), a job, a gf, nor school, this is getting pretty weird. The bus is gonna be my friend for awhile! Lets see what I can remedy, eh? In the meantime, my brains are oozing out my ears as I watch the fifth consecutive Laguna Beach. OMG Jason is such a player.

Someone call the exorcist. The veangeful spirit of suburban complacency is approaching! aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aughhhh

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P.S. If anyone does find that manual i was talkin about, ill pay top dollar. im not used to being so conflicted about another person. there is a limit to how much anxiety is healthy. call my cell ASAP when u find it.